Rough day

The day started out like any other day, helped my husband get ready for work, took my dog outside so she could potty, and had  my morning cup of coffee. While I drank my coffee I scrolled through Facebook and found the page of a friend I have been searching years to find. Immediately I sent her a friend request and a message telling her that I found her page through a mutual friend of ours, and I asked if she remembered me. I asked her that because the last time I had spoken to her was almost 9 years ago, we went to a middle school together.

Not to long after I messaged her, I got a message back. She knew who I was, and asked if I had heard about what had happened to the mutual friend of ours.

 I had no clue...

He took his own life... It took me hours to stop crying..and I'm still trying to process the news.. 

I wish I would have kept in contact with my friends up in the mountains in Colorado.  I wish i could go back in time and tell him how much he meant to everyone. I hope he's in paradise. I glad he's not in anymore pain. 

No one is perfect, we all have flaws, and that's okay. Like Machine Gun Kelly says, "Our flaws are what makes us perfect."

If anyone is feeling down in the dumps, please reach out. You are loved. You are wanted. You mean something. 💙